Eh kasi e? Nagsama sama ba naman ang naka bakasyon, close-to-payday at unemployed kaya mahihirap kami sa ngayon. xD
@TheMagicLagoonSubic

“There’s no such thing as second chance. That’s bullshit!!”
Got this advice from my friends, ohpatrick and vomitx.
That feeling when all of a sudden, you realized that it is not LOVE that you really feel, but it’s just a only a feeling of security and belongingness when you’re with him. And suddenly, there’s a second thought of yours that you want to get back again to your past because you’ve realized all the wrongs you’ve made. I know, I know.. I’m stupid! At first, I don’t have any idea kung paano man lang ako makakabawi do’n sa ex ko. All I think is magbakasakali na makipagbalikan sakan’ya, mag-apologize at ng maitama ko ang mga pagkakamali at katangahang nagawa ko noon. But yea, I realized na it won’t really help. Sabi nga nila If I really want to help, give him MORE SPACE for him to be able to move on. Oh, well. Maybe, ACCEPTANCE is just the only answers in all of this. Nagkamali ako and I made a choice. He made a choice, everyone’s made a choice here. But for now, gulong-gulo ako, halata naman ‘di ba? Feel ko nga wala naman ng sense ‘tong mga sinasabi ko e? Marami pa akong gusto sabihin sana. Pero pinipilit kong pakalmahin ang sarili ko at magrelax muna sa ngayon. Para less talk, less mistake. So, as for now. Gaya nga ng sabi sa ‘kin ng bestfriend kong si Chris. Reflect and give more time for myself, a-l-o-n-e. <3
Feelin’ the summer night at around 2am along the shore and suddenly, a hard rain fell off! We ran rapidly through the nearest barracks for us not to get wet. @akselbeybeh #blurred #summer #rain #NGANGA #wet #tipsy #sleepy
(at Subic Bay Boardwalk)
Yung sinabayan ng langit ang paglabas ko ng sama ng loob sa kalaliman ng gabi. <3
You know what’s the best thing that happened this year?
Probably this year’s meet-up, BATMU 3. I met a lot of new friends, yes, I really considered them as my new friends. And yes, they’re awesome and fun to be with.
And this is the best Bataan Meet-up! We did and exert a lot of effort. And for Angel (missmanhater), thank you that you’re with me all throughout the meet-up, you know I owe you a lot. I just want you to know how grateful I am that you’re one of my organizers.
Anyway, ganto talaga ‘yung nangyari eh. Day before palang ng meet-up, sobrang pagod na kami ni Angel. Nag-grocery, namili ng mga gagamitin for the activities like giveaways, gifts and a lot of random things. Umabot pa sa point na sa sobrang pagod namin ni Angel, talagang maiyak-iyak na’ko, biruin mo ang dami kong kinuhang organizers pero wala rin namang tumulong. But still ginawa parin namin ni Angel ‘yung lahat para lang matuloy at maging masaya ‘yung meet-up. After nun, napuyat ako sa pag-gawa nung tarpaulin for meet-up and the name tag. Around 6 na’ko nakatulog. Eh ang usapan namin ni Angel 8 palang gising na’ko para mamalengke at magpaprint ng tarpaulin pero nagising ako ng 11. Kaya hiyang hiya ako kay Angel nun, pero after naman nun, diretso agad ako sa Balanga para i-paprint ang mga stickers at tarpaulin. Then nagpunta ako nun sa grocery to look for empty boxes para sa paglalagyan nung mga mystery things. Then umuwi sa bahay at tinulungan ko si mama sa pagluto nung mga kakainin namin para sa meet-up, guess what? Do’n palang halos mamatay-matay na’ko sa pagod, nakakainis pero katulad nga ng sinabi nilang lahat it was worth it.
So si Xynel (xynelzulueta) ‘yung pinaghandle namin for registration fee at para puntahan ‘yung mga attendees sa Infinitea (anyway thank you for granting our sponsorship request, kudos!) so around 3:30 nagpunta na’ko sa Infinitea para puntahan ‘yung mga attendees, tignan niyo ha, buti sinabi ko 1PM ‘yung meet-up, haha! Anyway pagbaba ko sa Infinitea nakita ko agad si Martin (martinoopols) at si Jed (nailjed) then niyaya ko silang pumasok ng Infinitea tapos ayun, sobrang dami ng tao. Natuwa akong makita ‘yung mga tao from Olongapo like sila Cris (vomitx), si Coco (icanruschuchu - sorry, bhe di ko saulo url mo haha), si Tikang (tikang), si Patrick (papaat), si Axle (axljohn), si Meckskie (simeckskie) at si bhe bhe ng bayan na si Melo (thequeenmelo). Nandun din ‘yung mga taga Bataan, syempre, na alam niyo namang hindi magpapatalo hihi. Sila Eunice (youreunize), si Mjoy (mataaaabangpisngi), Vivien (di ko alam url niya huhu), si Terrence (terrencetado), si Ina (prinsesanginaantok) at si Trish (idk her url huhu ulit) sorry kung may nakalimutan ako pero for sure may nakalimutan akong banggitin huhu. So ayun, pinapunta ko na sila dun sa venue at sumunod nalang ako dahil kinausap ko pa ‘yung may-ari ng Infinitea.
So around 4 nung nandun na lahat. Inayos namin ang mga pagkain, activities and all. So parang di muna kami talaga nag-start. (Kaya kung ako sainyo, kung gagawa ako ng meet-up at kukuha kayo ng organizers siguraduhin niyong kikilos at gagalaw sila) so, eto ‘yung iba sa mga pagkain na hinanda namin, pagpasensyahan niyo na kung eto lang ‘yung mga pagkain namin. Lol
At dahil sa matagal magstart ‘yung meet-up, syempre, as usual magpipicturan muna ‘yung mga tao dun. Ganyan ka-vain ‘yang mga ‘yan! :-P
I think sa mga pictures na ‘yan, nakapag-speed dating naman na kami. May nagawa naman na pala kami niyan, kasi I think dumating sila Cris and the rest of the gang nung nag-sspeed dating na kami eh.
So after nun, syempre nagkainan muna sila. And ako naman inayos ko ‘yung Pinoy Henyo nila. I think sila Jed ‘yung nanalo ‘dun, wala kasi ‘yung pictures nung Pinoy Henyo eh. And after nu’n, syempre nag-isip ulit kami nila kuya Patrick ng susunod na activity (wait, oo nga pala nagpunta sa meet-up sila (ohpatrick) at the amazing and funny kuya Pot (batangbonakid) at si Vin (kabanata) he’s also one of my organizers) then ‘yung naging next na game namin was.. uh, hindi ko alam ‘yung tawag ‘dun eh, ang alam ko lang kailangan nilang hulaan ‘yung pangalan ng trabaho na binigay namin tapos ipapasa ‘yun hanggang sa makarating sa harap then sasabihin sa’min no’ng nasa harap ‘yung sagot.
Right after ng game na ‘yan, ‘yung isa sa pinaka-exciting pero not-so-successful game namin, ‘yung “mystery boxes”, may dalawang group na may 5 members at isa-isa, dapat makuha nila ‘yung mga pinapakuha namin sa box na ‘yun. So ang unang sumubok ay si Jed, na kabang-kaba! Lol here’s the pictures.
Tignan niyo naman kung gaano ka-exciting ‘yung game, ‘diba? Hahaha!
After sumubok ni Jed at makuha ‘yung pinapakuha namin, sumunod na ang Olongapo pride na si Patrick.
After niya ay ang another Gapo pride na si Axle! Na tignan niyo naman kung gaano ako kasama at tinawanan ko siya, actually lahat sila tinatawanan ko dahil nakakatuwa lang ‘yung mga reaction nila.
At ang sumunod naman sakanya ay si Ilee (batopiks) anyway silang dalawa pala ni Justine (bratinelangsutil) ang nauna sa venue. So ‘yan, napakatapang niyan para ilagay ‘yung kamay niya sa box na puno ng..
Yuck ‘diba? Di ko alam kung bakit naatim kong pahirapan sila, pero super enjoy naman kaming lahat eh, ‘diba? :-P
Sumunod sakanya ay si kuya Pot na kabado kung anong laman ng box na natapat sakanya. Hahaha!
Actually iilan-ilan lang silang matatapang na kinaya at sumu”box” and the rest.. natakot na! Lol. Ang pinakahuling sumubok ay si Terrence!
..at dahil sa sobrang tapang niya sumubok.. nagka-allergy siya. Kinagat ata siya or smthng at dahil mabait kami ni Angel, namili agad kami ng gamot para sa allergy niya.
And ang pinakamasaya at exciting na game na naisip ni Patrick ay ang “The Riff Off” from the movie Pitch Perfect. Sobrang saya ng game na ‘to at eto ‘yung mga pictures nila!
Ang team nila Cris!
At syempre ang team na hindi nagpapatalo ang team nila Coco!
Tignan niyo naman ang mga pictures! Walang gustong magpatalo sakanila! Hahahahaha
Pero sa huli isang team lang ang nagwagi at ‘yun ay sila..
Such a sweet STOLEN shot of us. <3
Lol, hindi ko ma imagine. Na yung babaeng nagpatibok noon ng puso ko ay magiging isa sa mga “bestfriend” ko ngayon. Isa na sa mga taong sobrang pinapahalagahan ko. Parang noon lang, pinapangarap ko s’ya, araw-araw na sinusuyo. Nagkaro’n ng ilangan, dumaan sa mga problema, pero naging isang matatag kami na magkaibigan. Kaya minsan mas okay na maging hanggang magka-ibigan nalang kayong dalawa ng taong minamahal mo e? Just friends. Walang expectation. No more, no less. Ika nga ni Jackie (Budoy, 2011) “Ang boyfriend, napapalitan. Pero ang bestfriend, hindi.” Hindi dahil sa pagkakaroon mo ng mababang self-esteem or what? Kundi dahil mas pinili mo lang kung saan kayo mas magtatagal~
Yep, a while ago. I had made friend with a little girl at the mall. She’s lost. I saw her while we’re taking some pictures at the rooftop. I hear her crying and worried trying to find her dad. I talked to her, play with her. And then, suddenly her dad came. She’s little and sweet of a kind. Even if she’s not a typical child who used to played around, she’s friendly tho. She likes smiling and loves hugging everyone she’ll meet and say “Hi.” Oh, I like her, really. And I really hate it when other people saw her and they we’re like.. “What the actual fvck is happening to that kid?!” Whatever you guys, Kids are kids. Normal or not, I love them. <3
There are few minor changes regarding our next week’s Bataan Summer Meet-up 3.
First, like what we said, that this would be the grandest and most exciting meet-up of the year. We rented a private resort just for this meet-up, which is the first meet-up we really exert effort on. But please don’t expect that the resort would be that big. Okay? Lol
Second, it would be awesome if you guys will stay with us all throughout the day. Meaning that this meet-up will be overnight. Awesome, isn’t it? So if I were you I will bring extra clothes! Esp: for those attendees outside Bataan area. I think there are few attendees from Subic and Manila, so yeah.
Third, we are asking for some help. Like would you mind if we ask you to pay for at least 50 pesos per head? Just for the payment of the resort and the food, don’t worry your 50 pesos will all worth it.
So if you have any questions and concerns please hit my ask box or ask my fellow organizers. Keep updated! Few days left ‘till our meet-up. I’ll see y’all soon, okay?
So here’s our final details:
Date: May 11, 2013.
Time: 12PM.
Where: Talisay (if you haven’t heard this place/area before feel free to ask me)And if you’re a sure attendee please do RSVP here: http://www.tumblr.com/meetup/15678
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(via missmanhater)
There are times na mararamdaman mo talaga yung feeling of “burnt-out” while working e? Pero yung feeling na kahit na anong pagod mo, yung nakasimangot ka na, tapos biglaan nalang ‘yon mapapalitan ng mga ngiti sa labi mo kasi andyan s’ya. Yung taong nagbibigay sa’yo ng sigla, ng inspirasyon. Sobrang nakakawala ng pagod. Nakakatuwa kasi ‘yon yung nararamdaman ko. Nakakatuwa kasi, kasiii. Hmm, wala lang, natutuwa ako kasi masaya ako. Oo, masaya ako kasi andyan ka. ;>
“か”
In Japanese, it means “Be Glad.”
A simple way of me saying.. “I’M GLAD YOU CAME.” ;>
@OceanViewBeachResort \m/,

In Japanese, it means.. “Be Glad.” A simple way of me saying..
“I’M GLAD YOU CAME.” \m/,(^^,

(via vomitx)
“Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind.”
So.. Uhh, yea, this is my family now. Broken and miserable. I just miss those times na when we we’re together. Yung buo yung pamilya? Magulo man, at least kumpleto at masaya. Yung mga panahong mga bata pa kami, wala pang masyadong iniintindi. Iiyak lang, maya-maya okay na. It is really frustrating now na everytime na uuwi ako after work, wala na akong inaabutan sa bahay. I sleep alone, eat alone and I spent Christmas and New Year’s Eve alone. That’s how my life works now. Lahat sila may kani-kaniyang buhay na and it seems like na ayaw na nila ako na maging part nito? Naah. Just kiddin’ I am just way too dramatic here, lol. Hmm, but srsly, even tho we’re apart now, they’re always been a part of me and I miss them all. Really. And I just pray to God that whatever happens, we will be together again and in time we’ll accept each and everyone’s flaws and everything will be fine, soon ..one day. SOMEDAY. <3

Hi..
So…
I SORTA KINDA FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU.
Okay.. Bye! xD


























