"Once na mabasag ang isang baso, hinding hindi mo na ito maibabalik pang muli sa dati nitong anyo. Pilitin mo man pagdikit-dikitin at muling ibalik sa dati, patuloy pa rin itong mananatiling may lamat. Masasaktan mo pa ang sarili mo sa kakapilit. Kaya acceptance lang, Axl. ACCEPTANCE."
-From a very good friend, Kuya Mark.
Last night, I had a deep conversation with Kuya Mark, a very good friend of US. I confessed ‘bout everything how I feel about our situation right now. I am confused, really. I almost over-think about everything. It’s just that.. I accept that everything’s already over now. We both have a new companions to be with. But, I really want to save at least the friendship that we had, we’re best of friends before. And now were like strangers and I’m not really comfortable with that. Some times, just like before, I really wanted to keep my things with his belongings. Like he controls my ATM, monitors my notebook, teach me at my homework. Made plans, sleep together, and I am in charge in cooking. Somehow, I know deep inside na malabo na muli itong mangyari. But there’s always a little hope inside of me na maayos pa namin ito. Then, Kuya Mark give me some “WOW” advises. His words of wisdom really enlightens my mind. Hindi nga daw ibig sabihin na if we’re best friends for now means we will be the best of friends for the rest of our lives.
Siguro nga’y tama s’ya, “CHANGES is the only constant in this world” at acceptance nga lang siguro ang kasagutan ng lahat ng ito. So, for now, all I want to do is to apologize, accept everything and keep moving forward. Mali na nga siguro yung maghangad pa ako na muli ko pang maiaayos at maibabalik ang nakaraan~