AXL; being a student, employee and a friend. ^^

Hey there! Here is a little update ‘bout myself. My life, my daily routines, everything. I think my lifestyle now is so unhealthy. Lack of sleep, too much cigarettes and alcohol (and coffee too). Focus on my work ‘cause I’m about to promote so I have to live up to their expectations and please them everyday (lol) and of course specially in my studies ‘cause our finals is soo fast approaching plus the sportsfest. Then, Lovelife (?) and syempre, ang social life~

  • SLEEP

Usually, 1-2hrs. of sleep is enough for me the whole day. For quite sometimes, 4hrs. is too much, sobrang natutuwa na ako kapag naka-4hrs. akong tulog.

  • CIGARETTES AND ALCOHOL

Almost everyday I’m drinking alcohol with my colleagues, bestfriends and some of my college friends. And if there is alcohol, there’s cigarette; a perfect combination. Before, I used to smoked cigarette only when I am drinking. But now, it seems like nagiging habit ko na ang pagi-smoke specially when I’m stressed and sobrang pressured na. To surpass those, except of biting my nails, smoking is the answer. Aaahh, coffee! I’m in love with this. To stay awake, I drink coffee almost 5x a day. No more juice, nor soft drinks; just coffee. <3

  • WORK

Yep, I am currently a working student. Galing ko mag muti-tasking ‘no, lol. And yes, I am about to promote at work. I am a contender now for a trainor and to be crossed-train to other station (as a cashier). So, they say I have to become a role model to my co-workers, keep up the good work, follow the standard-operating-procedure at all times, inspired them and learn to rule them. Fuck what they say, I’ll just stay what I am, I don’t need to pretend something that I am not just for that position. Though I love my work and I always respect their rules and regulation inside the company. But honestly, I am excited for that said promotion. :3

  • STUDIES

All of my salary goes through this, and sometimes I’m giving my allowance na din kase kulang talaga yung kinikita ko for my studies. Uggghh! (kaya madalas umaasa ako sa libre eh, buraot diiin. HAHAHA!) Examination week will be next week. Pft, then sportsfest. Our department decided na ako ang ilaban sa Scrabble, Swimming and DanceSport (not sure ‘bout this, kase on the spot daw ang sayawan. ‘Di naman talaga ‘ko dancer kase. -_-) Too bad, this year I can’t be able to join cheerdance because of my fvckin’ schedule. Hmm. But I really want to try-out at Badminton and Volleyball. But unfortunately, there are chosen players already. :/

  • LOVE LIFE

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  • SOCIAL LIFE

Every night (weekdays) after work, ‘matic na ‘yon kung wala ako sa SeaFront (just to cry and smoke with my baby; tanduay ice.) Party inside my room with my workmates. Drink ‘til dawn and minsan diretso pasok ng school kahit may tama. Friday and Saturday night, bar hopping!! With my closest friends, highschool friends; bestfriends. SUNDAY = RESTDAY. Sleep all day, church at night. I LOVE SUNDAY! <3

D’you think my daily routine is bad? Hmmm, I really think it is. I graduated High School weighing 223lbs. but now, I am only 120lbs. Everyone’s sayin’ that I am thin now and asked, “Oh, God! What happened to you, Axl?” Oh, well. I am doin’ all of this just for myself, for my future. That’s why sometimes I can’t help thinking, what will happen after 4years? Will I make it to the end?

/InspirationPLEASE?

"Throughout life, you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and won’t judge you. This person is your soulmate, your bestfriend. Don’t ever let them go."

—Neurolove.me

Isa sa pinakamahalaga at pinakaiingatan kong tao sa buhay ko ngayon, si Rustie. S’ya yung taong nakakaintindi sa’kin, sa pinagdadaanan ko ngayon. Yung napagsasabihan ko ng mga problema ko, yung tanggap yung totoong ako at kailanman hindi ako hinusgahan. Yung isang text ko lang na .. "Uy! Asan ka? Tara samahan mo ‘ko, nalulungkot ako e." andyan agad para damayan yung kalungkutan ko. Yung kahit na sobrang non-sense at boring ko kasama, andyan s’ya para lang ‘di ako malungkot. Yung kaya n’yang sakyan yung pagka-isip bata ko, yung  andyan lang sa tabi ko sa magdamag mabantayan lang ako sa pagtulog. Yung tinrato n’ya na ng maliliit na kapatid yung mga pamangkin kong makukulit. Sobrang espesyal lang ng taong ito sa buhay ko at ayoko s’yang mawala sa’kin. Pero dahil sa dami ng taong umuusig at pilit kaming hinuhusgahan, gawa na rin ng katangahan at mga pagkakamaling nagawa ko, bigla nalang nagbago ang lahat. Pero kahit ano pa man ang mangyari, andito lang ako. Aayusin ko ‘to. Hinding hindi ako lalayo, hinding hindi ako susuko. ;)

♪ It&#8217;s been 6months, 8days, 12hours since you went away. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I DON&#8217;T KNOW WHAT TO SAY~
Last October 2011.. Olongapo -&gt; Pasay (MOA, McDo La Salle) -&gt; Laguna (EK) -&gt; Cubao -&gt; Olongapo. Hay! Parang kailan lang.. &#8216;binigay ko na buong buhay ko sa isang tao. We made plans, exchange of vows.. together. Naniwala at nagtiwala ako sa tinatawag nilang &#8220;forever&#8221;, pero eto ako ngayon.. NGANGA! :O But still, I am hoping and praying that one day, someday.. we&#8217;ll be together again and never leave each other~
P.S. I may be far from you in a distance but I will not consider it to be the reason to forget you. I may not keep in touch but you will be forever in my mind and in my heart. I miss you. Forever, right? 

♪ It’s been 6months, 8days, 12hours since you went away. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY~

Last October 2011.. Olongapo -> Pasay (MOA, McDo La Salle) -> Laguna (EK) -> Cubao -> Olongapo. Hay! Parang kailan lang.. ‘binigay ko na buong buhay ko sa isang tao. We made plans, exchange of vows.. together. Naniwala at nagtiwala ako sa tinatawag nilang “forever”, pero eto ako ngayon.. NGANGA! :O But still, I am hoping and praying that one day, someday.. we’ll be together again and never leave each other~

P.S. I may be far from you in a distance but I will not consider it to be the reason to forget you. I may not keep in touch but you will be forever in my mind and in my heart. I miss you. Forever, right?